LAST MOMENT OF LOVE

When u were going I was crying

like my soul is leaving mybody slowly

when u said gud bye

like nothing is gud without u

when u said this is the last moment with u

like to capture a moment which would never come again

when u said u have never been in my heart

like to keep my heart alive for a moment which would never beat again

when u said u would never see me again

like to keep my eyes open which would never open again

when u said u would never feel my presence again

like to feel the presence of love which would never be felt again

I keep saying don’t go

u r my soul… u r my destiny

feel like…..

like my soul is saying let me get free which would never be free again

only things I could do …… let my heart take a last beat
let my eyes open once
let myself capture the last moment of love
let myself feel my love once
let my soul get fee
m a body without a soul
without feeling

finding a reason for my self

baby gud bye my lover gud bye

BY DABZZZZ

FINDING MYSELF

An empty space an empty life, I’m living my life as a useless unprotected unhappily….
Without a thought
My life is like a cracked diamond
My life is like a plane paper
My life is like an isolated space
My life is without directions
My life is like a song without lyrics
My life is like an illusion for myself


Sometimes I feel that my job is to observe the corners made for everyone
I feel that my job is to hurt myself
I feel that my job is to laugh only on myself
And let the people teach how a person can laugh on himself, can hurt himself
I feel that my job is to compare myself to other
I feel that I m living my life because people allow me to live
I feel that my job is to find a corner for myself
I feel that my job is to take the breath right out of me

This is how I m living my life,

Me with melted soul,
Me with body without veins
Me with mind without memories
Me with hate without love
Me a sick without disease
Me with divided mind with divided thoughts
Me with black and white without colours
Me with heart without beats

This is how I could explain myself

I hate brightness I love darkness
I hate when sun rises I love when it disappears
I won’t make a process of knowing me easy
I have no reason to love myself, to love my life
I live for others
I live with a hope, a reason I would be with…

Why is it that when I looked for something better I got something worse?

By dabz

ME ALONE

Frustrating in beginning now its habit to be alone now it’s frustrating not to be alone
Make me uncomfortable
Transform into a new character
Live my life with my self like me alone in this crowd, like a born baby doesn’t know where he is now!

Its addiction being alone
Its addiction being absent in the crowd
Its addiction to find someone in the sky
Its addiction to find limits of pain
Its addiction to run after every attractive thing
Its addiction to find truth in a lie
Its addiction to think where I m, where to go

As me alone I don’t know
Would I finish my life in this crowded street?
Would I finish my thoughts with them?
Would I live my life along with time or time would be faster than me?
Would I get freezed with my thoughts or thoughts would freeze me?
Would this world ever understand me or
Would I have ended myself unrecognized?
Am I ending my life with myself alone?
Me alone,
I need to change my thoughts
I need to change my life
I need to change my destiny
I need to start my life again
And I want to born again with the new face with the new character …..

……. Not ended by dabz

You're An Angel

You're an angel that nobody can see,

Still, an angel is what you are to me.

An angel from heaven is what you are,

In my sky you're definitely a heavenly star.

You're an angel with beauty and grace,

You're kind and sweet, you've an angel face.

You have very graceful angel wings.

Happiness, joy, and love are just some things,

That an angel can give, and to me you've given.

In my heart and on my mind, is where you're livin'.

A guardian angel is what I've gotten.

Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright,

When everything is dark, you give me light.

You're an angel that gives me a reason to live,

You're an angel that teaches me to give.

You're an angel that makes me live another day,

You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say.

You're my angel and you'll always care,

You're my angel and you know I'll always be there ........

by some special one RIA