Thursday, December 25, 2008

LAST MOMENT OF LOVE




When u were going I was crying

like my soul is leaving mybody slowly

when u said gud bye

like nothing is gud without u

when u said this is the last moment with u

like to capture a moment which would never come again

when u said u have never been in my heart

like to keep my heart alive for a moment which would never beat again

when u said u would never see me again

like to keep my eyes open which would never open again

when u said u would never feel my presence again

like to feel the presence of love which would never be felt again

I keep saying don’t go

u r my soul… u r my destiny

feel like…..

like my soul is saying let me get free which would never be free again

only things I could do …… let my heart take a last beat
let my eyes open once
let myself capture the last moment of love
let myself feel my love once
let my soul get fee
m a body without a soul
without feeling
finding a reason for my self

baby gud bye my lover gud bye


BY DABZZZZ

FINDING MYSELF




An empty space an empty life, I’m living my life as a useless unprotected unhappily….
Without a thought
My life is like a cracked diamond
My life is like a plane paper
My life is like an isolated space
My life is without directions
My life is like a song without lyrics
My life is like an illusion for myself


Sometimes I feel that my job is to observe the corners made for everyone
I feel that my job is to hurt myself
I feel that my job is to laugh only on myself
And let the people teach how a person can laugh on himself, can hurt himself
I feel that my job is to compare myself to other
I feel that I m living my life because people allow me to live
I feel that my job is to find a corner for myself
I feel that my job is to take the breath right out of me

This is how I m living my life,

Me with melted soul,
Me with body without veins
Me with mind without memories
Me with hate without love
Me a sick without disease
Me with divided mind with divided thoughts
Me with black and white without colours
Me with heart without beats

This is how I could explain myself

I hate brightness I love darkness
I hate when sun rises I love when it disappears
I won’t make a process of knowing me easy
I have no reason to love myself, to love my life
I live for others
I live with a hope, a reason I would be with…

Why is it that when I looked for something better I got something worse?


By dabz

ME ALONE



Frustrating in beginning now its habit to be alone now it’s frustrating not to be alone
Make me uncomfortable
Transform into a new character
Live my life with my self like me alone in this crowd, like a born baby doesn’t know where he is now!

Its addiction being alone
Its addiction being absent in the crowd
Its addiction to find someone in the sky
Its addiction to find limits of pain
Its addiction to run after every attractive thing
Its addiction to find truth in a lie
Its addiction to think where I m, where to go

As me alone I don’t know
Would I finish my life in this crowded street?
Would I finish my thoughts with them?
Would I live my life along with time or time would be faster than me?
Would I get freezed with my thoughts or thoughts would freeze me?
Would this world ever understand me or
Would I have ended myself unrecognized?
Am I ending my life with myself alone?
Me alone,
I need to change my thoughts
I need to change my life
I need to change my destiny
I need to start my life again
And I want to born again with the new face with the new character …..

……. Not ended by dabz

Friday, December 19, 2008


You're An Angel

You're an angel that nobody can see,
Still, an angel is what you are to me.
An angel from heaven is what you are,
In my sky you're definitely a heavenly star.
You're an angel with beauty and grace,
You're kind and sweet, you've an angel face.
You have very graceful angel wings.
Happiness, joy, and love are just some things,
That an angel can give, and to me you've given.
In my heart and on my mind, is where you're livin'.
A guardian angel is what I've gotten.
Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright,
When everything is dark, you give me light.
You're an angel that gives me a reason to live,
You're an angel that teaches me to give.
You're an angel that makes me live another day,
You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say.
You're my angel and you'll always care,
You're my angel and you know I'll always be there ........

by some special one RIA



Friday, November 14, 2008

MERA VISHVAS




Maine vishvas kiya us par dilo jan se jayada



Maine chaha use dilo jan se jayada



Karunga ga vishvas uspar aapni jindaki k aakhri palo tak



Rahu mai ya na par vo vishvas rahega janmo tak



Rota raha jab tak vo rahi ….. hasta raha jab tak vo rahi ..



Maza to tha uske liye rone me bhi …..hasna kisko gavara tha



Ro lete the ye soch k... k ye ansu samjha de use ye pyar hamara



Has lete the ye sock k k ye hasi samjha de use pyar hamara



Yad aayega use ye vishvas hamara ye pyar hamara



by dabzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, November 8, 2008

FUNNY DREAM MOMENT


We watch dreams, we forget dreams, we miss dreams ….. but wat r dreams
From where they come? how they come? ……. I dnt knw bt one thing z I love dreams
Mny knd of dreams I hav seen, day dreams night dreams horror ect.
I lov all my dreams cos they put me in a kind of imaginary world whre I can do anything… everyone over there z jst made fr me … n I make them in a manner I wnt to..
Wat I wnt to do with them I do… great na ….
Last night I saw myself laying with a beauty. my wife it was …. Great m in college next day exam… funnily I was laying on bed with my wife ….. she touched me I touched her ..she kissed me I kissed …. I just forgot what gonna be happened in nxt few moment … bt these things made me so anxious…that hw could this be possible …lol this is the frst day of my married life …. Everywhere flowers… aroma f love jst around me…. like, that was a suhal raat kind f night I wasn’t surprise cos I didn’t know. Where actually I was right nw , one thing I knw it’s a place where I come so often…..
Light off …. A dark till the end f night in the morning first ray of sun scattered frm window came on my face … my first sight was her cute face smiling…. she asked hey hws night … I said dnt u know …. Hey tell na … magical ….same here, wana coffee … u ll make for me … swthrt I alrdy made… she comes near to me to giv coffee … I jst hold her hand n ask can I kiss u … yeh swthrt anything for u …. I jst about to kiss her …she said Nt now pehle office jao pls … I said no aaj nahi mood nahi hai ….. jao na pls …..
A sweet voice turns into a hard one
Oyee uthh exam dene nahi jaanna … in semiconscious state aaj nahi……. Nahi aaj nahi jaana bola na pls aaj mai ghar par hi rahunga
Suddenly ek ajjeeb si cheez sar pe lagi I upened my eyes wat I saw ….. my mom is scolding me.. abe exam dene ka mann nahi tha to do din se kya kitabo se machhhar mar raha tha…..
Ooo yaar whole day I kept laughing without any reason really that was a osmn night of my life …..
FUNNY MOMENT BY DABZZZZ

Top 10 Amazing Facts About Dreams


10. Blind People Dream


People who become blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell, touch and emotion. It is hard for a seeing person to imagine, but the body’s need for sleep is so strong that it is able to handle virtually all physical situations to make it happen


9. You Forget 90% of your Dreams


Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream if forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone. The famous poet, Samuel Taylor Coleridge, woke one morning having had a fantastic dream (likely opium induced) - he put pen to paper and began to describe his “vision in a dream” in what has become one of English’s most famous poems: Kubla Khan. Part way through (54 lines in fact) he was interrupted by a “Person from Porlock“. Coleridge returned to his poem but could not remember the rest of his dream. The poem was never completed.
Curiously, Robert Louis Stevenson came up with the story of Doctor Jeckyll and Mr. Hyde whilst he was dreaming. Wikipedia has more on that
here. Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein was also the brainchild of a dream.


8. Everybody Dreams


Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder) but men and women have different dreams and different physical reactions. Men tend to dream more about other men, while women tend to dream equally about men and women. In addition, both men and women experience sexually related physical reactions to their dreams regardless of whether the dream is sexual in nature; males experience erections and females experience increased vaginal blood flow.


7. Dreams Prevent Psychosis


In a recent sleep study, students who were awakened at the beginning of each dream, but still allowed their 8 hours of sleep, all experienced difficulty in concentration, irritability, hallucinations, and signs of psychosis after only 3 days. When finally allowed their REM sleep the student’s brains made up for lost time by greatly increasing the percentage of sleep spent in the REM stage


6. We Only Dream of What We Know


Our dreams are frequently full of strangers who play out certain parts - did you know that your mind is not inventing those faces - they are real faces of real people that you have seen during your life but may not know or remember? The evil killer in your latest dream may be the guy who pumped petrol in to your Dad’s car when you were just a little kid. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces through our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.


5. Not Everyone Dreams in Color


A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. People also tend to have common themes in dreams, which are situations relating to school, being chased, running slowly/in place, sexual experiences, falling, arriving too late, a person now alive being dead, teeth falling out, flying, failing an examination, or a car accident. It is unknown whether the impact of a dream relating to violence or death is more emotionally charged for a person who dreams in color than one who dreams in black and white.


4. Dreams are not about what they are about


If you dream about some particular subject it is not often that the dream is about that. Dreams speak in a deeply symbolic language. The unconscious mind tries to compare your dream to something else, which is similar. Its like writing a poem and saying that a group of ants were like machines that never stop. But you would never compare something to itself, for example: “That beautiful sunset was like a beautiful sunset”. So whatever symbol your dream picks on it is most unlikely to be a symbol for itself.


3. Quitters have more vivid dreams


People who have smoked cigarettes for a long time who stop, have reported much more vivid dreams than they would normally experience. Additionally, according to the Journal of Abnormal Psychology: “Among 293 smokers abstinent for between 1 and 4 weeks, 33% reported having at least 1 dream about smoking. In most dreams, subjects caught themselves smoking and felt strong negative emotions, such as panic and guilt. Dreams about smoking were the result of tobacco withdrawal, as 97% of subjects did not have them while smoking, and their occurrence was significantly related to the duration of abstinence. They were rated as more vivid than the usual dreams and were as common as most major tobacco withdrawal symptoms.”


2. External Stimuli Invade our Dreams


This is called Dream Incorporation and it is the experience that most of us have had where a sound from reality is heard in our dream and incorporated in some way. A similar (though less external) example would be when you are physically thirsty and your mind incorporates that feeling in to your dream. My own experience of this includes repeatedly drinking a large glass of water in the dream which satisfies me, only to find the thirst returning shortly after - this thirst… drink… thirst… loop often recurs until I wake up and have a real drink. The famous painting above (Dream Caused by the Flight of a Bee around a Pomegranate a Second Before Awakening) by Salvador Dali, depicts this concept.


1. You are paralyzed while you sleep


Believe it or not, your body is virtually paralyzed during your sleep - most likely to prevent your body from acting out aspects of your dreams. According to the Wikipedia article on dreaming, “Glands begin to secrete a hormone that helps induce sleep and neurons send signals to the spinal cord which cause the body to relax and later become essentially paralyzed.”


Bonus: Extra Facts
1. When you are snoring, you are not dreaming.

2. Toddlers do not dream about themselves until around the age of 3.

From the same age, children typically have many more nightmares than adults do until age 7 or 8.

3. If you are awakened out of REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep, you are more likely to remember your dream in a more vivid way than you would if you woke from a full night sleep.


Wednesday, November 5, 2008

BE REAL


Hello friends ,i wanna share what i do feel about some characters.....
Everyone has carry different characters, different personalities n everyone has posses split personality that I do believe.
Have u ever try to understand the thing why we possess this divided personalities, one character for parents, second for friends, third for those who love u and the extremely important one is for yourself own…..
So I don’t knw y people always scared to knw themselves they just don’t wanna get acrossd to themselves, a real character they r living with…
Live up with fake character is so easy bcos u r creating, destroying urself finally u just playing with your character or urself… bcos every thing is in your hand, u can make urself gud u can make urself bad …….. But u forget that u still living in a real character which can only be known by u …………
I always advise pls be real at least for urself.
Some people couldn’t understand themselves, they reliable on others views, perceptions,thought ….like that other is creating them.
So y and how we let the other allow to make our own character.
hey dear we r nt puppet…. U know we always ask this question yaar mai aisa hu kya ?? kyo tumhe nahi pata …u dnt knw urself,think it, u feel what a joke this is. But we often say yaar I judge it this one correctly….
u get happy when u r applauded, get upset when u r disliked. Its means u depend upon others…… plss applaude me I wna be happy … we hav many jokes in like which u cnt understand
Do u really feel this thing should find in every human being ….. don’t you want that u get happy when u feel happy , get upset when u r nt feel well ……..
This happens when u don’t knw urself ……………
To end with I wanna say .. be happy be real whether u r liked or disliked…..
I have many things to say, many things to write ………
Have a gud day …….. DABZZZ

Sunday, November 2, 2008

LOVE IS FULL OF PAIN


There are times in life
Where love can find a heart
Diving deep inside
Knowing where to start
It takes the entire body
Like a disease uncontrolled
It rules the mind
When it starts to unfold
It knows where to touch
And exactly what to feel
Leaving behind confusion
Not knowing what is real
You can't fight the feeling
You wish it away
It scares you so much
But you want it to stay
You don't know what to do
Your heart is being torn
You have wanted it so much
Your afraid it will mourn
The person of your dreams
Causes confusion to abound
No greater feeling
Can ever be found
You want her in your arms
But that is asking too much
Since she don't really want you
You want to feel her touch
You can tell she drifts away
Every time you speak
You can watch her walk away
Though she is whom you seek
It doesn't matter what you say
And no matter what you feel
You know you can't have her
Though what you feel is real
She is burned in your heart
Forever to have touched
Deep inside your mind
You still want her so much
You have to let go
Of this lady you adore
For she doesn't want your love
Or you anymore
Your pain will not stop
No matter how hard you try
You know she doesn't want you
It makes you want to die
In love there is pain
So much you can't hide
You begin to hate the love
Which you keep hidden inside
But you will learn to love
And someday it will be true
But to the girl I love now
I only wanted you
It hurts these words I say
But that is how life goes
No longer will I bother
To let my love for you show
To those that don't know
I wont tell who she is
But I want her love with me
Her love I will truly miss

MY LOVE’S PRESENCE



I didn't know
I could love myself as much as I love her
I really didn’t know,
I was making my dreams come true by giving love to her,
It was unexpressed love, defined only in my heart…..
It was unexpressed feeling, showed her presence to me
It was unexpressed thoughts, created by her
When she showed her presence to me…

As she walked into my room, and
I look around every corner of my space
I did know, she had arrived;
my heart had skipped several beats
just to had a look of my love
it forgot to take beats..
it was only her feelings that made my heart forget to take beats
but she wasnt there, only one thing was there, her feelings ,that made her presence so magical…

I hope this kind of magic stays
forever between us two,
and the whole wide world will
know that her love presence in me …………….NOT ENDED…. BY DABZZZZZ

Thursday, October 30, 2008

FIRST LOVE


“First” this word adds a lot of value to everything it is attached with. Like first baby,
first birthday, first walk, comig first in class, first kiss, first date etcetera. And
above all these comes one more expression First Love. The words look magical isn’t it?
There mere sight makes the vision blurred, memory flies back to in an unknown time,
where there is no one but you and your first love.

Have you ever been in first love? No? Then you are missing something beautiful in
life. First love, only the words are enough to make someone blush like a blossoming
rose. I have experienced it, and I didn’t find anything ever so fresh and satisfying
than it. I was on cloud nine, I wanted to run, but to where I had no idea. I wanted to
jump and yell at the top of my voice, but what and why, I was clueless about. First
love makes you smile without any reasons. My friends used to call me mad, just
because I kept smiling in the initial days of my own first love.

First love is like the first steps of a baby, hesitant, unsure, but curious enough to keep
moving further, exploring new feelings residing inside the heart. The feelings which
were never supposed to be present in the first place had sprouted in the heart. First love
makes the world colorful, all you see is love, intangible but still there very much
present, tickling your thoughts, making you smile. The glow which only first love
can bring on someone’s face appears dramatically and brings a positive aura along
with it. The first few dates you see your partner from the corners of your eyes, you
notice the minute details and smile surfaces in the face. The innocence of first love is
unmatchable, incomparable. First love often comes with a package of many first
things, like the first touch, the first feel, first gentle kiss, first emotional burst out
and many more. Every single emotion looks like a new one, new words are added to
your dictionary, like love, passion, emotions, devotion, hope and many more words
belonging to the positive aura.

While you spend your time with your partner, it’s like you live in a world of your
own, a world where no one exists except you and her. The world looks lovely, decorated
by your dreams and passion. You never realize every single moment you spend in
love, you actually create a heap of precious memories. Which no matted what you
would treasure in the safest corner of your heart forever. Nothing else comes closer to
first love, let me assure of this fact.

But nothing else gives you as much pain as first love, nothing even dares to come
closer. A pain which is ever so beautiful, just like its mother THE LOVE. Pain makes
you suffer, makes your cry, tears often roll down your cheeks leaving trails lost love
behind. The sweet suffering is always willingly accepted by the lover, a true lover.

Pain becomes the most loyal part of your life. You pray vigorously, constantly for
your partner’s return. I won’t say it never happens. But in most of the cases it doesn’t.
God test your loving capability I guess. Remember God gives you the pain which he
thinks you would do justice with. That’s the only reason why I see my suffering and
past scars and wounds with utmost respect. I had chosen love; I had taken the risk of
being hurt. But believe me friends first love is worth all the pain it gives. It’s a mere
cost you pay for all the new feelings it makes you aware of. First love is special, as it
never fades. Still waiting for something to happen? Better DO something before you
lose the chance!


I want to share one thing that this is a voice of a person who could not get his love atlast and he decided not to get marry in life …..i wish him a successful life

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


BY HEART

Baby i care for u,

sometimes i think.......
would i be the right one for u,
would i keep u happy,
would i be giving my time to u,
i dnt knw.........but
somethings make me anxious to show my feeling
my expressions n even myself
i dnt know ..........but yeah u r the one that neva
be forgotten n i neva b forgiven .........
i dnt know........ what is happening in my life,
baby but i love it....................
i dnt know .......... hw could i be addicted to u ......
but baby m addicted to u...........
i keep thinking what better for u......
i lll do......... whether u like or nt ........neva take me
wrong............
.cos love is care,love is pain n m in pain that's y
i care for u baby i care for u ....................
I LOVE U

heeeeeyy readers .... dis by dabzzzz ....i ll soon tell u d story behind all dis written...

Monday, October 27, 2008

human characters

hey all...... this is dabz here for u, introducing some experiences of life allowing u to know the realllllll world's characters..... enjoy reading

......



IS THIS ME?

m different some say i do believe ,
some say m sensitive i do believe,
some say m inexpressible i do believe,
some say m quit i do believe,
some say m soft i do believe........ many times I do ffeeel Should I understand my self betta than them perhaps hmmmmmm

, some do bt some nt ........... i just stuck ed in dis process......... u knw m nt good.....m confused…dont hav gud frns i feel.......bt I love it yaar
m happy yaar cos i dnt hav to fink about themm, at starting i feel so lonely but now i love to be lonely …

m nt successful one i know but i dnt wana be , cos i love struggling

egoist....... some use this word for me, toleration power zero all knw……

i cnt see anyone flaunting but i love to do it
i hate leaders but i love leadership
i hate humans but i love humanity
i hate those who do jealousy but i love to do jealousy
i hate fake frnds but i love frndship
i hate lovers but i love lover ship
i hate .......

people hate me that i love it
pls ssssssssss isolate me

........ unstopable thoughts ...this is just a lil bit that i gota understand my self
heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy listen people that’s nt enough to know me hahahahah
u never get a person like me, i knw thats y i proud of my self
m quite differnt so peolple llllllllllllllllllll
lllllllllll never try to understand me cos m still unsuccessful to understand my self ]
its a learning process for me,which can neva get ended hahahahha
m a fuckin mad dear it s admitted realllly its admitted