Thursday, October 30, 2008

FIRST LOVE


“First” this word adds a lot of value to everything it is attached with. Like first baby,
first birthday, first walk, comig first in class, first kiss, first date etcetera. And
above all these comes one more expression First Love. The words look magical isn’t it?
There mere sight makes the vision blurred, memory flies back to in an unknown time,
where there is no one but you and your first love.

Have you ever been in first love? No? Then you are missing something beautiful in
life. First love, only the words are enough to make someone blush like a blossoming
rose. I have experienced it, and I didn’t find anything ever so fresh and satisfying
than it. I was on cloud nine, I wanted to run, but to where I had no idea. I wanted to
jump and yell at the top of my voice, but what and why, I was clueless about. First
love makes you smile without any reasons. My friends used to call me mad, just
because I kept smiling in the initial days of my own first love.

First love is like the first steps of a baby, hesitant, unsure, but curious enough to keep
moving further, exploring new feelings residing inside the heart. The feelings which
were never supposed to be present in the first place had sprouted in the heart. First love
makes the world colorful, all you see is love, intangible but still there very much
present, tickling your thoughts, making you smile. The glow which only first love
can bring on someone’s face appears dramatically and brings a positive aura along
with it. The first few dates you see your partner from the corners of your eyes, you
notice the minute details and smile surfaces in the face. The innocence of first love is
unmatchable, incomparable. First love often comes with a package of many first
things, like the first touch, the first feel, first gentle kiss, first emotional burst out
and many more. Every single emotion looks like a new one, new words are added to
your dictionary, like love, passion, emotions, devotion, hope and many more words
belonging to the positive aura.

While you spend your time with your partner, it’s like you live in a world of your
own, a world where no one exists except you and her. The world looks lovely, decorated
by your dreams and passion. You never realize every single moment you spend in
love, you actually create a heap of precious memories. Which no matted what you
would treasure in the safest corner of your heart forever. Nothing else comes closer to
first love, let me assure of this fact.

But nothing else gives you as much pain as first love, nothing even dares to come
closer. A pain which is ever so beautiful, just like its mother THE LOVE. Pain makes
you suffer, makes your cry, tears often roll down your cheeks leaving trails lost love
behind. The sweet suffering is always willingly accepted by the lover, a true lover.

Pain becomes the most loyal part of your life. You pray vigorously, constantly for
your partner’s return. I won’t say it never happens. But in most of the cases it doesn’t.
God test your loving capability I guess. Remember God gives you the pain which he
thinks you would do justice with. That’s the only reason why I see my suffering and
past scars and wounds with utmost respect. I had chosen love; I had taken the risk of
being hurt. But believe me friends first love is worth all the pain it gives. It’s a mere
cost you pay for all the new feelings it makes you aware of. First love is special, as it
never fades. Still waiting for something to happen? Better DO something before you
lose the chance!


I want to share one thing that this is a voice of a person who could not get his love atlast and he decided not to get marry in life …..i wish him a successful life

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


BY HEART

Baby i care for u,

sometimes i think.......
would i be the right one for u,
would i keep u happy,
would i be giving my time to u,
i dnt knw.........but
somethings make me anxious to show my feeling
my expressions n even myself
i dnt know ..........but yeah u r the one that neva
be forgotten n i neva b forgiven .........
i dnt know........ what is happening in my life,
baby but i love it....................
i dnt know .......... hw could i be addicted to u ......
but baby m addicted to u...........
i keep thinking what better for u......
i lll do......... whether u like or nt ........neva take me
wrong............
.cos love is care,love is pain n m in pain that's y
i care for u baby i care for u ....................
I LOVE U

heeeeeyy readers .... dis by dabzzzz ....i ll soon tell u d story behind all dis written...

Monday, October 27, 2008

human characters

hey all...... this is dabz here for u, introducing some experiences of life allowing u to know the realllllll world's characters..... enjoy reading

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IS THIS ME?

m different some say i do believe ,
some say m sensitive i do believe,
some say m inexpressible i do believe,
some say m quit i do believe,
some say m soft i do believe........ many times I do ffeeel Should I understand my self betta than them perhaps hmmmmmm

, some do bt some nt ........... i just stuck ed in dis process......... u knw m nt good.....m confused…dont hav gud frns i feel.......bt I love it yaar
m happy yaar cos i dnt hav to fink about themm, at starting i feel so lonely but now i love to be lonely …

m nt successful one i know but i dnt wana be , cos i love struggling

egoist....... some use this word for me, toleration power zero all knw……

i cnt see anyone flaunting but i love to do it
i hate leaders but i love leadership
i hate humans but i love humanity
i hate those who do jealousy but i love to do jealousy
i hate fake frnds but i love frndship
i hate lovers but i love lover ship
i hate .......

people hate me that i love it
pls ssssssssss isolate me

........ unstopable thoughts ...this is just a lil bit that i gota understand my self
heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy listen people that’s nt enough to know me hahahahah
u never get a person like me, i knw thats y i proud of my self
m quite differnt so peolple llllllllllllllllllll
lllllllllll never try to understand me cos m still unsuccessful to understand my self ]
its a learning process for me,which can neva get ended hahahahha
m a fuckin mad dear it s admitted realllly its admitted